Saturday, May 14, 2011

and like a ghost i'll be gone

am i being too emotional?


sangat! sangat

hurmmmmm, ntahlah

xtau nk cakap apa

semuanyer xbergerak

STATIK

its not moving

anywhere


once...

there was sadness

later came

happiness

all of the sudden,

its change

sedih jgk bile aku fikirkan

kenapa

kenapa

kenapa

dia tu xfaham ke?

tapi..

salah aku jugak la

xckp

its hard to be honest

to be straight forward

of how u feel

about sum1


cite kat kawan2

kene gelak ade

..


ade hints

ade byk

ade makna

ade byk

ade mata

tp buta

xnampak apa2

xleh nk bace

xleh nk tafsir

apa maksud disebalik itu.


might be

or maybe

dia dah bosan...

dia centre of attraction

and i..

was left behind

all alone

"dipinggirkan"?

mungkin

mungkin tak..

dia ada hidup sendiri

dia ada cara sendiri

dia ada hati sendiri

dia ada rakan sendiri

dia ada bahagia sendiri


aku ke terlalu mendesak?

aku ke terlalu menyemak?

aku ke terlalu berharap

semua ni aku tau xkan jadi


i've tried

many many many times

to let go

to leave

but...

u got the spell on me bebeh

all those little things

make me happy

a simple "hi"

makes my day =)


tp terlalu mengharap

tak guna jgk

bende yang kita nak

xsemestinya untuk kita

bende yang kita harap

xsemestinya kita dapat

tapi aku juz nk kan satu kepastian

yes or no

i'll live with rejection

i'll live with that

at least i'll live with sumting

selain samar-samar

xpasti

xpasti

xpasti


will u miss me

if im gone?

maybe not

maybe i dont know

but if u were gone

surely i'll be missing u

like before


hurmmm.,

kene kuatkan semangat

untuk biarkan kau bahagia

dengan dia

aku sentiasa harap

kau bahagia

i'll be happy for u..

wp aku sedih..

but its ok

it doesnt matter

as long as u happy.......

i'll be happy for you.............

and slowly,

and like a ghost

i'll be gone



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