Butakah kita kerana tak dapat melihat...

Minggu ni aku cuti - start Jumaat lepas sampai la arini, Selasa. Esok back to reality kebosanan namun aku menyukainya. Tiada lagi kesah hidup yang perlu aku ceritakan.

MInggu ini bermula pada Jumaat, keluar membazirkan duit, sabtu membazirkan duit dan begitu juga Ahad, isnin dan selasa.So, duit pun dah makin xde. tp ade lagi.

Hurmmmm, "i told u so" - ape yg kita slalu agung2kan dlu xsemestinya kekal lama. btl cakap aku nie. ingat x kesah zaman dlu. the obsession?? hahaha..its no more. i didnt know what happened, from being "in relationship with...." to "single".... aku xnk gelak but xleh tahan..nk gelak..hahahahahahahahahahaha..dulu kemain lagi sound2 aku kan.

dan, rejection. Well, korang penah kene reject? sure la penah kan. sape x penah kene reject. unless ko model hot stuff, aku caya la xpenah. tp kite sebagai manusia biasa yg hina ini sentiasa la kene. well, so do i. wp dah biase kan. tp xnk la ungkit, xperla. maybe die bz nk study. wat assignment admin law segala tu. [admin law xberguna time keje yer tuan-tuan]..there's always next time. konfident aku.

dan, it a damn damn world out there. hurrmmmm, slalu aku bg nasihat kat die. kamu, dgr la nasihat sy nie. Penat da sy ckp, penat da sye bg hintsssssssss...why still buta? bukak la mata tu besar2..i know my eyes are prettier then yours, but plz plz plz..bukak la mata tu. dunia is not just about him. its about everything else. Dont lost the moon while counting the stars. [ceewaahhh] I love u so much. I care tp u x kesahkan diri sendirik. SO, i can only advise, marah-marah kejap. tp its u that have to open ur eyes. ingat x camne we know each other? i do..camne die tetibe marah? hahaha..lawak pun ade. tp now, MOVE ON. what happened to sejarah. belajar dari sejarah.

dan, "lettew"...newly-found word. telah disukai dan dicintai oleh en John Aiman [nama x menahan]...lawak giler. rindu lettew.. sms x reply. tgk r, blk KL mmg kene sekeh. nk cencaluk. SInggah r melaka jap b4 blk KL tu encik. apela.

Dan, thats it. not much. Life goes on as usual whether is beautiful or not. its life. and my life is not that pretty pun. Im lonely. Ramai kawan tp lonely. Why??

Sekian

-sy yg jujur-